So I went to CJ’s big 25th barbq today… it turned out to be fun despite spending the first 2 hours and a half of the social in the same 2 feet radius. I do not know how to best describe it, maybe it was just the initial vibe I got when I showed up to the party and I just knew no one cept for the host.. I know that i promised myself that I would never go to another social where I knew less than 3 people since I usually always freeze and revert right back to a 7th grade stance where I just freeze, like a deer caught in head lights. it even takes me some time to thaw out a bit and get comfortable again after making a “fool” of myself by being such a wallflower. I mean even after I started getting seeing people I knew and making small talk I still found my feet cemented to the ground. There is definitely a point where I just get embarrassed for my actions and I stop questioning what events started me in that motion, but for some reason it is like the road that I just cant feel I can get back on… So i apologise to all those that were at the bbq tonite… But I think another big reason for my relative silence was because my mind was still on the road, on the long drive that I just endured and just give me another week or so to get my feet wet again and I will be talking up a storm…
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Here are some pics from my long drive as well as some pics from this evening… I had wanted to take more pics tonite..
catching a sunrise
I was bored during many portions of the trip… this is me during the first leg of the driving
a long stretch somewhere around Rosewell New Mexico…
pretty clouds
I look really sleepy in this shot… and I wasnt even acting!
Happy birthday CJ! Me, Cezar, and Al… Prep 1997!
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I’m glad you made it to Maryland safely and to the BBQ.